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okay here’s how the conversation ends (last post about this, i promise).
oh, in case you can’t tell from his pic, he’s a white person who made the claim that he’s a person of color because he thinks that’s how you argue for human equality (while simultaneously denying that there is any systematic perpetuation of inequality for PoC)…

okay here’s how the conversation ends (last post about this, i promise).

oh, in case you can’t tell from his pic, he’s a white person who made the claim that he’s a person of color because he thinks that’s how you argue for human equality (while simultaneously denying that there is any systematic perpetuation of inequality for PoC)…




spring cleaning my blog.

LOL at trolls:

http://babyjane.tumblr.com/post/1186736581/bulimia-is-always-an-option-buy-clothes-that-fit-you

http://babyjane.tumblr.com/post/1194640800/fat-ugly-and-ignorant-those-three-things-describe-you

seriously, trying to fat bash someone who keeps the lovely company that i do is like trying to light a match under water.






Chat Post Thu, Mar. 22, 2012 3 notes

the internet is made of broken hearts?

  • janeytr0n : he's pretty much stopped talking to me except for when we bump into each other and say hi and wave.
  • yourfists : wut?
  • janeytr0n : and i'm like, wow. so this is how it's going to be?
  • janeytr0n : i never had issues with him doing drugs
  • janeytr0n : i can get past him not wanting to have a girlfriend.
  • janeytr0n : i thought we could be friends.
  • janeytr0n : i thought that maybe i could be a girl who he invites to get wasted with him sometimes.
  • janeytr0n : after all, i have feelings i'm trying to kill too.
  • yourfists : yeah
  • janeytr0n : that was SO a asofterworld comic right thurr
  • yourfists : oh, word.
  • yourfists : it totally could be
  • [[when i was going through all of this i could never imagine all of the things i'd learn from it.]]



Text Post Wed, Mar. 21, 2012 1 note

should be trying to figure out my transition into adulthood after graduation….

‘stead i’m just fuckin’ around on tumblr.

i am still 17.






Text Post Mon, Mar. 12, 2012 1 note

pretty much freaking out.

how am i supposed to plan my life at 22?
i get it, i’m about to graduate so i need to “make plans”.
my mom acts like staying in asheville would be the most batshit crazy thing i could ever do. as if an internship with the democratic national convention over the summer will be totally life changing… like working as one of thousands of interns can compete with other opportunities i’m digging up for myself.
right now i’m an intern at manna foodbank working to help end food insecurity, which this region is #3 in the nation for, by the way.  they are offering me a summer internship position and i could even do special work with the VA hospital, basically letting me test run if i’d be emotionally equipped to do something more intense like counseling vets.
then there’s the fact that all of the added pressure from my parents trying to get me to move back home is making it hard to focus on the tasks at hand: passing my classes so i can graduate, keeping depression and anxiety at bay, and appreciating myself more.

ugh, i just need a break and my spring break has passed already.
frig.






Text Post Tue, Feb. 14, 2012 2 notes

if only there was a major in Learned Helplessness.






Text Post Tue, Feb. 14, 2012 1 note

my heart may be bruised, my mind may be depressed,

but please, please, please, don’t let my spirit be broken.






Text Post Sat, Feb. 04, 2012 7 notes

Another person I used to know overdosed and died from opiate addiction today.

opiates are the fucking devil.

if you just do them for fun occasionally stop it, because mainlining always seems like it would never happen. overdosing never seems like it would happen. your friends bailing on you to die because they are more afraid of going to jail than your death seems like it would never happen.

heroin sucks. fuck dying young and leaving your friends to wonder how this fucking happens.






Photo Post Fri, Feb. 03, 2012 3 notes

one side of my hair is super curly, the other side is mermaid wavy. i don’t understand.

one side of my hair is super curly, the other side is mermaid wavy. i don’t understand.




Link Post Fri, Feb. 03, 2012 2 notes

Feed Your Head: I would like to fly away. I don’t care to be anywhere. I’m...

feedyourhead88:

I would like to fly away. I don’t care to be anywhere. I’m unsatisfied. I’m sad. And it doesn’t make a goddamn difference.

I’m way over my head in German class right now. I’m going to fail my test tomarrow. I jsut want to go to bed.

On the bright side I made a really great friend. He is already very dear to me. Also has a child and a girlfriend back home so no hetero.

I just.. I don’t even feel like I know my best friends anymore. I’m having an identity crisis all the time.

I’m abusing my body. I only enjoy my art classes. I’m falling apart and rebuilding my life every fucking day. Nothing tastes sweet anymore.

This balancing act isn’t getting any easier. I’m very busy and I’m afraid. I want to run away. I want to disappear.  I would like to sound original but that is simply not possible right now. I would like to create something beautiful but I can’t do that right now. I would like to love myself completely, entirely. That’s just not going to happen.

I’m wondering what matters.

I think I know how you’re feeling. Greg’s going to South America this summer & I’m graduating and I feel like I’ve just been playing house for 2 years all of a sudden. I feel like all of my friends assume that since I spend so much time with him I don’t ever want to be invited anywhere or kept in touch with. I know I should just be throwing myself into my schoolwork but it’s just lonely. I’m scared I’ll have to move back to charlotte after I graduate and have even fewer friends. Sucks.

(Source: neohiburnicus)



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